词曲创作人：Benj Pasek / Justin Paul

原剧本作者：Steven Levenson

CAST

1 Evan Hansen：罹患严重社交恐惧的高中生

包含2首歌曲，为第十四幕主唱，第十二幕和声

2 Zoe Murphy：愤世嫉俗的高中生，性格外冷内热，与哥哥Conner关系不佳

Heidi Hansen：疲于多份工作的单亲妈妈

包含1首歌曲，为第十二幕主唱

3 Cynthia Murphy：富裕的家庭主妇，与丈夫Larry关系冷淡

Alanna：做作的高中学生会长

4 Larry Murphy：成功中年人，与家庭关系疏离

Jared：典型理工科直男，智商满分情商0分，Evan的发小

Conner Murphy：罹患严重狂躁症的高中生，性格乖戾

包含1首歌曲，为第十三幕小唱段

00:00 转场[Ext. School]

Alanna: （impatiently） What's your deal, Evan? The Kickstarter deadline is a week from today and I feel like you're a thousand miles away. You haven't made any new videos. You haven't posted on the blog in like forever…

Evan:  Well I was…I've been busy.

Alanna: Busy with what?

Evan:  Just…different stuff. How much money do we have left to raise?

Alanna: Oh, not much. Just seventeen thousand dollars.

Evan:  I'm sure we'll get there. We just need to, you know, keep people engaged.

Alanna: Exactly. That's why I'm putting the emails between you and Connor online.

Evan:  （in shock）What do you mean?

Alanna: Mrs. Murphy sent them to me. She said there are a ton more, too. That you, like, show her a new one every week.

Evan:  （losing control） But those are, they're our private conversations.

Alanna: Um not anymore. They belong to everyone now. That's, like, the whole point. The more private they are the better. That's what the people want to see. We have a responsibility to show our community everything, to tell them the truth.

Alanna: Oh, I'm sending you a list of questions to answer, because some of the emails don't make sense.

Evan:  What?

Alanna: Well, like, you've been telling everyone that the first time you went to the orchard was the day you broke your arm. But then in other emails you talk about going there since, like, last November…

Evan:  （angry） Well, that's because, I mean, those are probably just typos, and it sounds like you're reading into them, like, way too much…

Alanna: （resting a hand on Evan's shoulder） You can explain it all when I send you the questions. You know how much the community loves hearing from you.

01:33 脚步声Alana walks away. Jared walks in.

Jared:  Hey, so my parents are out of town this weekend and the last time they used the liquor cabinet was, like, Rosh Hashanah 1997, so…

Evan:  （irritated） I can't this weekend. I have seventeen thousand dollars to raise. Remember the Connor Project? You're supposed to be working on this.

Jared:  Uh, remember you told me you didn't need my help?

Evan:  I didn't tell you to do nothing. I know you think this is all a joke, but it isn't. This is important.

Jared:  For Connor.

Evan:  Yeah.

Jared:  You know when you stop to think about it, Connor being dead, that's pretty much the best thing that's ever happened to you, isn't it?

Evan:  （whispering） That's a terrible thing to say.

Jared:  No, think about it. If Connor hadn't died no one would even know who you are. I mean, people actually talk to you now. You're almost…popular. Which is just… wonder of wonder,s miracle of miracles.

Evan:  （still whispering and looking around） I don't care about any of that. I don't care if people at school know who I am. All I wanted was to 同入 help the Murphy's.

Jared:  同入 Help the Murphy's? Yeah. I know. You keep saying that. 

02:43 跑步声Zoe runs up.

Zoe:  Hey Jared

Zoe:  （turning to Evan） Hi.

Zoe kisses Evan.

Jared:  Look at you…helping the Murphy's.

Zoe:  （confused） What was that?

Evan:  It's nothing.

02:59 转场[Int. Murphy Living Room]

Larry:  So, Evan tells us you're studying to be a lawyer?

Heidi:  Paralegal.

Cynthia: You're kidding. （to Larry） Aren't you 同入 --they're always looking for new paralegals.

Larry:  同入 We're always, my firm, we're literally always trying to find new paralegals.

Heidi:  （uncomfortable） I have another year to go before I even…

Larry:  （reaching into his wallet） Well, why don't I give you my card at least…and when you graduate 同入 you should absolutely…

Cynthia: 同入That is a great idea. Kismet!

Heidi:  Oh. No. You really don't have to.

Cynthia: It's Kismet.

Heidi: （reluctantly）Thank you.

Cynthia: Come Heidi. Sit. Sit. Sit

03:35 坐下

Heidi:  Yeah, um…I'm actually really glad you called this morning. I was, I've been agonizing over whether I should, if it was inappropriate for me to reach out.

Cynthia: Oh, Heidi. We have, too. Evan says you're so busy.

Heidi:  I'm not that busy.

Cynthia: Well I asked Evan if you minded that he spent so much time here and he said it wasn't a problem because of your 同入 classes and job…

Heidi:  同入He…spends so much time here?

Larry:  Evan's been a real…he's been a great source of comfort for us these past few months.

Cynthia: Well, he and Connor they were…they were so close.

Heidi:  I have to admit, I didn't…I really had no idea that he and Connor were even…

Larry:  We were the same.

Cynthia: Teens love to keep their secrets.

Larry:  We'd never heard about Evan. We'd never met him.

Heidi:  （finding comfort in this） Evan didn't tell me anything.

Cynthia: Secret handshakes, secret treehouses…

04:40 开门，脚步声

Evan:  Sorry I'm late. Zoe said there was some surprise toni— Mom?!

Cynthia: We invited your mom to join us for dinner to tonight.

Evan:  （panicking）Oh.

Larry:  （standing） Why don't we eat?

05:00 脚步声They all get up and head to the dining room. Evan hangs back to talk to his mom.

Evan:  （whispers）I thought you had to work tonight?

Heidi: （whispers） Well, this seemed more important so I'm playing hooky.

Cynthia: Us three were just talking about how sneaky you and Connor were.

Evan:  （trying to avoid that topic at all costs） This, this chicken is so good…

Heidi:  I didn't realize you were spending so much time here.

Evan:  （avoiding her glare） You've been working a lot.

Heidi:  Why did I think you were at Jared's.

Evan:  I don't know.

Cynthia: Evan…you call and tell your mother when you're staying the night, right?

Evan:  （looking right at Cynthia） Of course.

Heidi scoffs at this obvious lie.

Larry:  （to Heidi） You can rest assured we take very good care of him. He even has a toothbrush, so we're not sending him to bed with cavities.

Heidi:  （sarcastically） How nice.

Cynthia:  05:59 音乐起So, actually the reason why I invited you tonight, Heidi, is that...（gives a look to his husband）

Larry:  I guess now is as good a time as any. So Zoe happened to mention to us the other day that Evan was having some trouble in terms of…the financial burdens of college. Larry and I started thinking about it, and we were very fortunate to be able to set aside some money for our son…

Cynthia: （cries a little, but quickly holds back） I'm okay. I'm okay.

Cynthia: （takes a deep breathe）I called you to come join us for dinner tonight, Heidi, because…well, first of all, to thank you for allowing your son to come into our lives. We have come to, just, love him to pieces…And, with your blessing we would like to give Evan the money we set aside for our son, so he can use it to fulfill his dreams, just like he helped Connor to…fulfill his. 

Heidi: （after a long awkward silence） Well, that is…I don't know what to say, I'm…

Larry:  It would be such a gift if we could do this for Evan.

Heidi:  （the façade fading） Well, thank you so much, but…we're going to be fine. I don't have a lot of money, but I do have some.

Cynthia: Oh, we didn't mean 同入

Heidi:  同入 No, no. I understand. I'm just, we do have money. And I'm sorry you were under the impression that we didn't.  And whatever money we don't have, Evan will either get a scholarship or he'll go to community college and that's…I think that's the best thing for us to do. I don't want Evan to get the idea that it's okay to rely on other people for favors.

Larry:  （trying not to offend her） It's not a favor.

Heidi:  Well, but, as his mother I have to set that example for him. That you can't expect things from strangers.

Cynthia: （offended） We are not strangers.

Heidi:  （seeing her anger） No. Of course, not.

Heidi:  08:10 脚步声 Thank you for the wine and food. It was delicious.

Cynthia: You're leaving?

Heidi:  I think I'm going to go to work, after all. If I'd known Evan was so concerned about our finances, I would've never taken the night off in the first place.

08:31 关门声

Evan:  I, I, I should…probably go home now.

Cynthia: No, Evan, you don't have to…

Evan:  Thank you for, uh…having us.

08:45 脚步声，关门声

关门[Int. Hansen Living Room]

Heidi:  （furiously） Do you have any idea how mortifying it is? To find out that your son has been spending every night in somebody else's home and you didn't even know it? You told me you were at Jared's.

Evan:  （very bitter） If you're not here, then why does it matter where I am?

Heidi:  They think you're their son. These people…

Evan:  （offended） They're not these people. They're my…

Heidi:  What? What are they?

Evan:  I don't know.

Heidi:  Because they act like you're their, like they've adopted you, like I'm just, like I don't exist.

Evan:  They take care of me.

Heidi:  They're not your parents. That's not your family, Evan!

Evan:  They're nice to me!

Heidi:  （sarcastic） Oh, they're lovely, lovely people.

Evan:  They are!

Heidi:  They don't know you!

Evan:  And you do?

Heidi:  I thought I did.

Evan:  （standing up） What do you know about me, huh? You never even see me.

Heidi:  （offended） I am trying my best.

Evan:  They like me. I know how hard it is to believe. They don't think that I'm, that there's something wrong with me, that I need to be fixed, like you do!

Heidi:  When have I ever said that there's something wrong 同入 with you?

Evan:  （counting on his fingers）同入 I have to go to therapy. I have to take drugs.

Heidi:  I'm your mother. My job is to take care of you!

Evan:  I know. I'm such a burden. I'm the worst thing that's ever happened to you. I ruined your life.

Heidi:  （crying, extremely offended by this） You are the only…the one good thing that has ever happened to me, Evan… I'm sorry, I can't give you anything more than that. Shit! 01:53 音乐起

Evan:  （looking down, mumbling） Well, it's not my fault that other people can.

♫Heidi:  So you found a place where the grass is greener

♫And you jumped the fence to the other side

♫Is it good?

♫Are they giving you a world I could never provide?

♫Well I hope you're proud of your big decision

♫Yeah, I hope that it's all that you want and more

♫Now you're free 

♫From the agonizing life you were living before

♫And you say what you need to say

♫So that you get to walk away

♫It would kill you to have to stay

♫Trapped when you've got somethin' new

♫Well I'm sorry you had it rough

♫And I'm sorry I'm not enough

♫Thank God they rescued you

♫So you got what you always wanted

♫So you got all your dream come true

♫Well, good for you

♫Good for you, you

♫You got a taste of a life so perfect

♫So, you did what you had to do 

♫Good for you

♫Good for you

Alanna: 电话音（suspiciously）Why did Connor kill himself?

Alanna: 电话音He was doing better. He told you that in every email he wrote. Then a month later, he kills himself? Why do so many things in these emails not make sense?

Alanna: 电话音 Do you know what people are saying about you?

Alanna: 电话音Some of them believe that you have been faking all of these. Do you know how easy it is to create a fake email account? Backdate emails?

Jared:  电话音（sarcastically） You should remember who your friends are.

Jared: 电话音I'm the one who has helped you all this time.

Jared:  电话音 I could tell everyone everything! I could tell everyone how you wrote emails pretending to be a kid who killed himself!

Jared:  电话音 Fuck you, Evan! Asshole!

♫Heidi:  I'll shut my mouth and I'll let you go 

♫Is that good for you?

♫Would that be good for you, you, you?

♫ I'll just sit back while you run the show

♫Is that good for you?

♫Would that be good for you, you, you?

♫Heidi:  I'll shut my mouth and I'll let you go.

♫Evan:  All I need is some time to think

♫Heidi: Is that good for you?

♫Evan: But the boat is about to sink

♫Heidi: Would that be Good for you, you, you.

♫Evan:  Can't erase What I wrote in ink

♫Tell me how can I change the story?

♫Heidi:  I'll just sit back while you run the show.      

♫Evan:  All the words that I can't take back

♫Like a train comin' off the track

♫Heidi: Is that good for you?

♫Heidi: Good for you?

♫Evan:  As the rails and the bolts all crack

♫I gotta find a way to 

♫Stop it. Stop it.

♫Just let me out

♫Heidi: So you got what you always wanted?

♫So you got your dream come true?

♫The camera spins around Evan as he sings with the other three.

♫Good for you

♫Good for you, you

♫You got a taste for a life so perfect

♫Now you say that you're someone new

♫Good for you

♫Good for you

♫Good for you

♫Good for you

♫So you got what you always wanted.

转场[Ext. Forest]

Evan:  I'm not doing this. I'm done.

Connor:  （from behind Evan） You can't just stop now.

Evan:  I don't think I can live with this anymore.

Connor:  What about my parents? After everything they've done for you? They need you.

Evan:  Need me to what? Keep lying to them?

Connor:  That lie is the only thing keeping them together.

Evan:  That's not true.

Connor:  Then what about Zoe?

Evan:  （optimistically） Zoe said, she just…she wants me.

Connor:  Except you didn't happen to mention that everything you've ever told her, it's all been one big fucking lie, did you? ….Oh. You left that part out.

Evan:  （still optimistic） So then, what if…what if I did tell her the truth?

Connor:  She'll hate you.

Connor:  Everyone would hate you.

Evan:  （turning away from Connor） Not if I can just, if I can explain it…

Connor:  You'll go right back to where you started. No friends.

Evan:  I want to be done 同入 with this.

Connor:  同入 Nobody. Nothing. Alone.

Evan:  （assertive） I'm ready to be done with it.

Connor:  If you really believe that, then why are you standing here talking to yourself? 

Connor:  （aggressively）You think you're going to turn around all of a sudden and start telling everyone the truth? You can't even tell yourself the truth.

Evan:  What do you mean?

Connor:  How'd you break your arm?

Evan: ...

Connor:  How'd you break your arm, Evan?

Evan:  （quietly） I fell.

Connor:  Are you sure?

Evan:  I was, I lost my grip and I…I fell.

Connor:  Did you fall? Or did you let go?

Connor:  You can get rid of me whenever you want. You can get rid of all of it. The Connor Project. The Orchard. 02:03 音乐起But then all you're going to be left with…is you.

♫Connor:  End of May or early June

♫This picture-perfect afternoon we share

♫Drive the winding country road

♫Grab a scoop at À La Mode

♫And then we're there…

Connor: Think about it.

02:36 转场

Evan:  I've been a bad co-president, I know that and I'm sorry. But I'm, you were right, you were absolutely right, and I'm back, and I'm re-dedicating myself to the Connor Project.

Alanna: I don't have time for this. You've made it abundantly clear that you're not very interested in being a part of the Connor Project. I have seventeen thousand dollars to raise.

Evan:  （peak desperation） I can prove it.

Alanna: How?

03:04 纸张声

Alanna: What is this?

Evan:  If we weren't friends, then why did Connor write his suicide note to me?

Alanna: Oh my God!

Evan:  Do you believe me, now?

Alanna: I…I…

Evan:  You can't show it to anyone, okay? No one else needs to see it.

Alanna: Are you kidding? This is exactly what people need to see? 

Evan:  No, no, no…

Alanna: （pointing to her phone） Evan, this is how we're going to build the orchard. This is how we're going to make Connor's dream come true.

03:05 打字声

Evan:  What are you…? No, no, no…

Evan:  You put it online?

Alanna: （looking him straight in his eyes） It was the only way.

Evan:  （reads to himself） …Connor's note is a message to all of us? Share it with as many people as possible?....No, no, no…

Connor Murphy's suicide note. ——尧2

Evan:  No, no, no…this can't be happening….

This is actual, authentic… ——尧2

Re-post…——彤5

The world needs to hear this…——莫里斯

Share it with the people you…——涅槃元素

This is why the orchard is so important, guys…——尧2

I just gave fifty dollars for the orchard and I think that everyone else should give as much as they can…——Laaaaaazy

Like…——蓝水母

His parents present themselves…——尧2

He wrote his suicide note to Evan Hansen because he knew his family didn't give a shit…——Robin

His parents, by the way, are insanely rich…——莫里斯

Cynthia: Evan…

Cynthia: Do you know how they got Connor's suicide note?

Evan:  I, I, I have no idea…

Larry:  （pissed） Great.

Forward…——不 惹

Like… ——铭君

“Like all my hope is pinned on Zoe.” …——不 惹

Zoe is a stuck-up bitch, trust me…——Laaaaaazy

Zoe:  Mom, you need to see this…

Maybe they should have spent their money on helping their son instead of…——Robin

Share…——冷雪轻吟

Repost…——莫里斯

Evan Hansen was the only one paying attention…——欧妃极光

Larry Murphy is a corporate lawyer who only cares about…——Laaaaaazy

Cynthia Murphy is one of those disgusting women who…——莫里斯

Favorite…——WingedMola

Share…——尧2

A hundred and sixty more dollars and the orchard will be fully funded…——Robin

Fuck the Murphy's…——莫里斯

make them feel what Connor felt…——不 惹

Their house is at the end of the cul-de-sac with the red door…——欧妃极光

Oh my god, we are two hundred dollars over the goal…——莫里斯

Zoe's window is on the right…——尧2

The gate to the back is completely unlocked…——Robin

Cynthia: H…How…How do they…

Zoe's cell phone number, if my sources are correct…——欧妃极光

I gave twenty…——莫里斯

I'm not saying do anything illegal…——Robin

All hours, day and night…——尧2

A thousand…——Laaaaaazy

ring the doorbell…————莫里斯

keep calling until they answer…——不 惹

[Int. Murphy Dining Room]

00:00 电话铃一声

Larry:  （pleading） Zoe. Maybe don't…

Zoe:  （pissed） Hello?

Larry:  Who is it? Who is it, 同入Zoe?

Zoe:  （holding back anger） 同入Have fun with the rest of your miserable life. Bye. 00:13 挂断

Larry:  What was the number?

Zoe:  （trying very hard not to cry） It's blocked. Who cares?

Cynthia: What did they say to you?

Zoe:  （cries again against Evan's chest） It doesn't matter.

Larry:  Did they threaten you?

Zoe:  It doesn't matter, Dad!

Cynthia: 00:28 站起 That's it. I'm calling the police. 

Larry:  Woah, woah, woah. Maybe the best thing to do right now is to just wait and see if this whole thing blows over.

Cynthia: （angry） That's your solution for everything, isn't it. Do nothing.

Larry:  Is that what I said?

Zoe:  （face still in Evan's chest） Can you guys just stop?

Cynthia: Wait and see. Let's just wait and see. Right, Larry?

Larry:  What are the police gonna do? It's the Internet. They're going to arrest the Internet?

Cynthia: 00:56 脚步声I had to beg you, every step 同入 of the way.

Larry:  同入Okay, hold on…

Cynthia: I had to plead with you. For therapy, rehab…

Larry:  You went lurching from one miracle cure to the next.

Evan:  （to Zoe） They'll stop…they'll stop.

Cynthia: “Miracle Cure?” 同入 Is that what you call…

Larry:  同入 Because all he needed was another twenty-thousand-dollar weekend yoga retreat.

Evan:  （trying to get their attention） Maybe I should try calling Alana again…

Cynthia: （losing it） And what was your alternative? Other than picking apart everything I did?

Larry:  Putting him on a program and sticking to it. 

Zoe:  01:29 拍桌子（to Larry） No, you wanted to punish him.

Cynthia: Listen to your daughter, Larry.

Zoe:  You treated him like a criminal.

Cynthia: （to Larry） Are you listening?

Zoe:  （to Cynthia） You think you were any better? You let him do anything he wanted.

Larry:  Thank you.

Cynthia: （charging up to Larry） When he threatened to kill himself the first time, 同入 do you remember what you said?

Larry:  同入Oh, for Christ's sake.

Cynthia: “He just wants attention.”

Larry:  01:49 站起I'm not going to sit here and defend myself.

Cynthia: He was getting better. Ask Evan. Tell him, Evan.

Cynthia: Evan did everything he could.

Larry:  Evan was in denial of everything that was happening 同入 right in front of him.

Zoe:  （stepping in front of Evan as if to protect him） 同入 Don't put him in the middle of this.

Cynthia: 02:05 纸张声Read the note, Larry. Read what he said. We failed him!

Evan:  02:10 音乐停No, you didn't! You didn't fail him!

Cynthia: Look at what he wrote…

Evan:  He didn't write it!

Evan:  I wrote it.

Cynthia: （thinking this insane） You didn't write Connor's suicide note, Evan…

Evan:  （like it pains him to say it） It wasn't a…It was an assignment from my therapist. Write a letter to yourself. A pep talk. “Dear Evan Hansen: Today is going to be an amazing day and here's why.”

Larry:  I don't…

Evan:  （like vomit the truth keeps coming） I was supposed to take it to my appointment. Connor took it from me and I guess he must've had it on him when you…found him.

Zoe:  （tears in her eyes） Are you saying…?

Evan:  02:35 音乐起 We weren't friends.

Cynthia: No, no, no…

♫Evan:  I never meant to make it such a mess

♫I never thought that it would go this far

Cynthia: （somehow still holding out hope） There were emails. You showed us emails.

♫So I just stand here sorry,

♫Searching for something to say

♫Something to say

Cynthia: But you knew about the orchard. You broke your同入 arm with...

Evan:  I broke my arm at Ellison Park. By myself.

♫Words fail

♫Words fail

♫There's nothing I can say

Zoe:  （crying and staring at Evan） But…you told me that…you and Connor would… （fully realizing how Evan manipulated her） You loved me…you let me love you…how could you? 

♫I guess… I thought I could be part of this

♫I never had this kind of thing before

♫I never had that perfect girl

♫Who somehow could see

♫The good part of me

♫I never had the dad who stuck it out

♫No corny jokes or baseball gloves

♫No mom who just was there

♫'Cause mom was all that she had to be

♫That's not a worthy explanation

♫I know there is none

♫Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done

♫Words fail

♫Words fail

♫There's nothing I can say

♫Except sometimes you see ev'rything you've wanted

♫And sometimes you see ev'rything you wish you had

♫And its right there, right there, right there

♫In front of you

♫And you want to believe it's true

♫So you make it true

♫And you think

♫Maybe ev'rybody wants it, needs it a little bit too

Zoe: You're a fucking LIAR!

Larry: （sighs）I think you should let yourself out.

05:14 关门Evan walks out of the Murphy house, wanders to the forest.

♫This was just a sad invention

♫It wasn't real, I know

♫But we were happy

♫I guess I couldn't let that go

♫I guess I couldn't give that up 

♫I guess I wanted to believe 

♫'Cause if I just believe

♫Then I don't have to see what's really there

♫No, I'd rather

♫Pretend I'm something better than these broken parts

♫Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am

♫'Cause then I don't have to look at it

♫And no one gets to look at it

♫No, no one can really see

♫'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake

♫Before I even turn the key

♫Before I make the mistake 

♫Before I lead with the worst of me

♫I never let them see the worst of me

♫'Cause what if ev'ryone saw?

♫What if ev'ryone knew?

♫Would they like what they saw?

♫Or would they hate it

♫Too?

♫Will I just keep on running away from what's true?

♫All I ever do is run

♫So how do I step in

♫Step into the sun?

♫Step into the sun

[Int. Hansen Living Room]

00:00 轻轻开门，脚步声

Heidi:  Evan…

00:07 脚步声停

Evan: ...Mom?

Heidi: （slowly, sad and unsure） Have you seen this? The note that Connor Murphy…

Heidi:  It's all over everyone's Facebook…” Dear Evan Hansen” …

Heidi:  You…you wrote this…didn't you?

Heidi:  I didn't know.

Evan:  No one did.

Heidi:  （growing more and more emotional） No, that's not what I…I didn't know that you…that you were…hurting, like that. That you felt so…I didn't know. How didn't I know?

Evan:  Because I never told you.

Heidi:  You shouldn't have had to.

Evan:  I lied…about so many things. Not just Connor. Last summer, I just… I felt so alone…

Heidi:  You can tell me.

Evan:  （shaking his head） You'll hate me.

Heidi:  Evan, I…

Evan:  You should. If you knew what I tried to do. If you knew who I am, how…broken I am.

Heidi:  I already know you. And I love you.

Evan:  I'm sorry.

Heidi:  I can promise you, someday all of this…this will all feel like a very long time ago.

Evan:  （shrugging, not convinced） I don't know.

Heidi:  Your dad…do you remember the day he drove by to get his things?

Heidi:  01：52音乐起 It was a few weeks after he moved out. “Temporarily” we said…

♫Heidi:  It was a February day

♫When your dad came by before goin' away

♫A U-Haul truck in the driveway

♫The day it was suddenly real

♫I told you not to come outside

♫But you saw that truck and you smiled so wide

♫A real live truck in your driveway.

♫We let you sit behind the wheel

♫Goodbye, goodbye

♫Now it's just me and my little guy

♫And the house felt so big

♫And I felt so small

♫The house felt so big

♫And I felt so small

♫That night I tucked you into bed

♫I will never forget how you sat up and said

♫“Is there another truck coming to our driveway

♫“A truck that will take mommy away?”

♫And the house felt so big

♫And I felt so small

♫The house felt so big

♫And I …

♫And I knew, there would be moments that I'd miss

♫And I knew, there would be space I couldn't fill

♫And I knew, I'd come up short a million different ways

♫And I did, and I do, and I will…

♫But like that February day

♫I will take your hand squeeze it tightly and say:

♫“There's not another truck in the driveway

♫Your mom isn't going anywhere

♫Your mom is staying right here”

♫Your mom isn't going anywhere

♫Your mom is staying right here

♫No matter what

♫I'll be here…

♫When it all feels so big 

♫'Till it all feels so small

♫When it all feels so big 

♫'Till it all feels so small

♫'Till it all feels so small

Heidi:  You'll see. I promise.

[Ext. Orchard]

1 and a half years later

06:03 森林脚步停

Evan:  Hey.

Zoe:  （awkward） Hi.

Evan:  ...How are you?

Zoe:  Good. Pretty good.

Evan:  You graduate soon, right?

Zoe:  In two weeks.

Evan:  （trying his hardest） Wow. How's being a senior?

Zoe:  Busy.

Evan:  I remember that.

06:43 音乐起

Zoe:  How's being a freshman?

Evan:  Oh. Well. I actually decided to take a year off…

Zoe:  （wishing she hadn't asked） Oh.

Evan:  Yeah. Try to save some money. Get a job. I've been taking some classes at the community college. So, I'll have some credits to transfer in the fall.

Zoe:  That's smart.

Evan:  Yeah, we'll see.

Evan: ...

Evan:  In the meantime, though, I can get you a friends and family discount at Pottery Barn. If you're looking for…over-priced home décor.

Zoe:  （small smile） You know, not at the moment…

Evan:  Well, if you change your mind…I'm only working there for a few more months, so the window of opportunity is closing fast.

Both laugh.

Evan:  I've been wanting to call you for a long time. I didn't really know what I would say, but then I just…I decided to call anyway.

Zoe:  I'm glad you did. 

Zoe:  I should probably…

Evan:  （moving out of her way） Of course.

Zoe:  It's, just, exams are this week.

Evan:  No. totally.

Evan:  Can I ask you, though? Why did, um, why did you want to meet here?

Zoe:  I wanted to make sure you saw this.

Dear Evan Hansen: Today is going to be a good day, and here's why.

Because today, today at least, you're you.

And that's enough. ——Ben Platt

All we see is sky for forever

We let the word pass by for forever

Feels like we could

Go on for forever this way

This way

All we see is light

Watch the sun burn bright

We could be alright for forever this this way.

All we see is sky for forever.

Evan:  All I see is sky for forever.